Hi Daniel~
I would like to say something without sounding judgemental because I am not judging you.
I do want to warn you though.
Be careful of music because it can be very misleading.
satan is a liar, right?
This song feels dark to me.
You found Christ because he first found you, so give Christ the credit and not the song.
Before you think I am being harsh, I just want you to know that I love music and I know the power it has over a person.
Stay with clean lyrics for one thing.
God does not reside where there is dirt, you know?
What's the point in thinking you lived the life of a king, in hindsight, if you are to die today unsaved? Those lyrics are wrong!
Also the Holy Spirit will not ever mislead.
Please don't think I am being critical as a personal judgement toward you.
This is exactly what I would say to my own son.
Many blessings to you.