Jeremy the Lord Himself said He would never leave us or forsake us- if you study these scriptures:
Luk 15:4 What man of you, having an hundred sheep, if he lose one of them, doth not leave the ninety and nine in the wilderness, and go after that which is lost, until he find it?
Luk 15:5 And when he hath found it, he layeth it on his shoulders, rejoicing.
Luk 15:6 And when he cometh home, he calleth together his friends and neighbours, saying unto them, Rejoice with me; for I have found my sheep which was lost.
Luk 15:7 I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance.ALL HEAVEN IS REJOICING OVER YOU- THE REASON YOU ARE TURNING BACK IS THE HOLY SPIRIT DRAWING AND CONVICTING YOUR HEART OUT OF LOVE!
Luk 15:11 And he said, A certain man had two sons:
Luk 15:12 And the younger of them said to his father, Father, give me the portion of goods that falleth to me. And he divided unto them his living.
Luk 15:13 And not many days after the younger son gathered all together, and took his journey into a far country, and there wasted his substance with riotous living.
Luk 15:14 And when he had spent all, there arose a mighty famine in that land; and he began to be in want.
Luk 15:15 And he went and joined himself to a citizen of that country; and he sent him into his fields to feed swine.
Luk 15:16 And he would fain have filled his belly with the husks that the swine did eat: and no man gave unto him.
Luk 15:17 And when he came to himself, he said, How many hired servants of my father's have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger!
Luk 15:18 I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and before thee,
Luk 15:19 And am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one of thy hired servants.
Luk 15:20 And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him.
Luk 15:21 And the son said unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and in thy sight, and am no more worthy to be called thy son.
Luk 15:22 But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet:
Luk 15:23 And bring hither the fatted calf, and kill it; and let us eat, and be merry:
Luk 15:24 For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found. And they began to be merry. LIKE YOU THIS SON DIDN'T FEEL WORTHY TO COME HOME AS A SON BUT INSTEAD WANTED TO SLEEP WITH THE SERVANTS- LIKE YOU HIS (HEAVENLY) FATHER IS RUNNING TO YOU WANTING TO HOLD YOU AND KISS YOU- IN HIS EYES WHEN WE REPENT IT IS AS IF THE TRANSGRESSIONS NEVER HAPPENED- JUST COME HOME- SPEND TIME WITH GOD- READ HIS WORD FOR IT IS A LOVE LETTER TO YOU- FIND A GOOD BIBLE BELIEVING CHURCH AND START ATTENDING- SURROUND YOURSELF WITH THE THINGS OF GOD AND LEAVE THE REST TO HIM- HE WILL LEAD YOU, HE WILL GUIDE YOU, HE WILL HEAL YOU, HE WILL GIVE YOU PURPOSE-MANY BLESSINGS IN CHRIST LARRY