Jeremy

I'm sorry if this is the wrong forum, but I need some answers.

I accepted Christ as my savior when I was 10 years old, but when I got older in my teenage years, I became more rebellous and angry, and I turned my back on my faith, saying I was an atheist and being very immoral and blasphemous as most teens are, I imagine. But, I had a bad experience with alcohol, and I became scared for the first time in a long time about my soul. I shed my tears and I cried and begged the Lord for forgiveness. I am sincerely sorry for turning my back on my Savior, Jesus Christ. I really want to go to Heaven and be with the Lord but I'm worried that prehaps I'm not forgiven. Can someone please help me on this. I'm asking from the bottom of my heart.

Thank you and God bless