I think I got kicked out of the church!
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Hi,
I went to the afternoon session of the church after a long time. After a prayer I have received a message from the prophetic team. There was a personal prayer time I didn’t feel like I want to get prayed.
Then a woman (a wife of the evangelist team member) came to talk with me. We talked about spiritual world and she shared her stories. Especially about the spirits appeared on the photos on the day me and other church mate got baptized. Topic was very interesting she shared the same. I was strictly on the subject. It was really interesting. It seems like we share the same interests. However, I got comfortable with her and I talked to her as if I was talking to another male person. My mind was telling me watch out for the temptation. I got hypnotized by eye contact and I forgot that there are other people in the church who were listing and WATCHING. I didn’t talk any dirty topic I was STRICKLY talking about the spiritual world. I asked her to tell her husband to send me those images with spirits in them. So that I can use photo enhancing tools to see the reality of it. But she doesn’t want to share those images with me because she says people are making money out of them and those images were a message for her ONLY, therefore she cannot give copies of them. I think by the time the conversation was ended I was too late. Others might have seen as an inappropriate act. When I went to the coffee lounge every one was ignoring me even the head pastor. Women were angry they had disgraced kind of look on their faces. I was waiting to talk to head pastor but every time I tried to talk to him he showed his backside to me.
I realized that they took my conversation with that woman in the wrong way. I was angry. I left the church with anger but I didn’t show them that. When I leave a woman behind me said “Bye” the way she said it implied that “Bye and don’t come back again!”
How I’m going to get out of this?
Is it time to find another church?
In my previous church the same kind of thing happened to quit that church. In brief, in a group meeting a woman sat in front of me and she was looking at me and others noticed it. Worst there was a table fulls of biscuits between me her. She wants to pick a biscuit which was on my side. She came around the table stood in front of me and she bent over, her buttocks were like 6 inches away from my face.
I got freaked out and I quit that church. Now I’m about to quit the second one too.
If Satan wants to quit me from church it will be a good tactic. I can face the church members. But If her husband heard the story in a worst possible form I will be creating enemies for something I haven’t committed.
Cheers
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