Leonidus

I like to be on the "feel good" mood. IN this "feels good" i think clearly, i act properly and my words reflect wisdom (than other times) and i also in a high confidence state i just dont care about what the world think. People try to hit me with the jagged words i reply with wisdom its like i took their weapons and shot them with their weapons. But there are so many ways Satan tries to take me out of thet "feels good" mood.

One of the things is he tries to stop me from doing something. I'm in a constant battle in my head. I want to by the book by Joyce Meyer about that battle field of mind that explains the Satan's involvement. But there are thoughts comming into my head to not to buy it. my mind say if you buy this your stupid, you need to repent, IF YOU CAN! It's like threatening or something.

I have the fear now weather GOD talks to me Satan talks to me.

WHen i read the first chapter of the book i realize that, thats the book that i was looking for and will have the answers to all those voices i hear and the battles that i have in my head. But i'm frighten now!