Wiered things started to happen again!
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Who is responsible to for this
I was writing a message to post here which I forgot to save. Some how in my hostel due to power issues, power went off. The thread I have written on my word pad got deleted for ever. Now I’m not sure that is this something GOD doesn’t want me to publish or satan doesn’t want to publish.
How do I figure out whose act was this?
I’m specially writing this because typically un save word documents can be recovered after power failures because MS word automatically saves them. But this one I couldn’t and it took me about
5 Mins to write. My lost documents had a comment about Hindu believers.
Regarding Dominic attacks women and relationships with them
Before I wrote this in the morning previous night I had demonic attacks and thoughts were coming to my head in a self-destructive and makes me go out of focus (takes me out of the purpose). Last night I was talking to GOD about being lonely and why some women are attracted to some and some are not. Yes the spirit of lust was upon me. I was talking to GOD and I said to him that I’m sorry for not listening to him, going after women is not my purpose I know the tasks that I have on me. I felt like the powers went away. I felt weak. Then I started to repent and confess and I did that all night, barely had sleep. Now I feel like I have those powers again and feel a bit stronger than the night.
I need those powers to stand on my feet, to protect my self from people because there are a group of people who are trying to back stab me, another waiting till I fall to rip me into pieces , another hates me a not having relationships with women…etc. I’m like some one who walks between firewalls by the grace of GOD.
What can I do to protect my self?
I also need to figure out what kind of music I have to listen because if I listen to MTV I get into lust.
How do I find my kind of music?
I would Listen to Boney M because some of their songs are Christian based.
But will I be able to replace my collection of MP3?
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