We don't belong
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So here I was just plopin around the forum when I started thinking about things.
At first it was just a flux of Doubt in the Lord, How it just doesnt feel real and substancial. But quickly I was reminded of all the things that I know to be true about Him and the doubts left. But a lingering thought remained: Everything feels so... off. Like it isn't real. Then I realized, It is because I do not belong.
Sometimes the Lord feels unreal, and that is because I am still here on Earth. In this Sinful body and heart, disconnected from Him untill He calls me up or I leave this mortal coil. This worlld also feels off, unreal. and that is because I am Saved. This is a Sin filled world, imperfect and against God. And I have the Holy Spirit in me. Being Saved I belong nowhere. I am out of this world in a spiritual self, while I am not with God in a physical sense. I am divided. and will be untill I die. Being in both places, belonging in neither. Both feeling unreal to the part of me that doesnt belong there.
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