Thank you for your replys.
"You're quiet and sensitive...great! Be happy with it! Why would you want to be anything else if God didn't make you that way? "
I can talk to anyone for ages over the net or text for ages, i have no problems. And if im with someone i can't do it.
I get scared sometimes too and its hard.
One person i can talk to for hours though and have a laugh with is my Ex's dad, sometimes i still feel uncomfortable when we talk, but when everyones gone to bed and were still sat up, theres no stoppin us talking, hehe. But, funny thing is, iv'e know the whole family for 5 - 6 maybe more years and still its hard. (but we have gone back to freinds, which is a plus)
I worry about what other people are thinking about me, Its just something that i've lived with through my school life that has really made me like this, I just want to Break free of this, and be able to openly have a laugh and a good conversation with people.
Thank you and God bless.
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